Author: Mari Walker

  • Week 1 Hope – Movie Recommendations

    Week 1 Hope – Movie Recommendations

    One of the things we all love about Advent and Christmas is spending time with loved ones. One favorite tradition is to watch beloved Christmas movies. Each Saturday we will recommend one such movie geared toward families that relates to that week’s Advent theme and includes related Scripture and prayer. We invite you to read aloud these passages and prayers and consider how they may relate to the movie each week. There is also a movie option for grown-ups who want to dive deeper into that week’s theme.

    Family Movie: A Charlie Brown Christmas

    Comfort, comfort my people! says your God. Speak compassionately to Jerusalem and proclaim to her that her compulsory service has ended, that her penalty has been paid. —Isaiah 40:1-2

    These words were written hundreds of years before Jesus was born. Isaiah was giving God’s people hope, reminding them that, even in captivity, God was with them and that there would be better days ahead Hope is such a powerful force. It’s the belief in something happening and the confident expectation that it will.

    We invite you to watch the classic Christmas movie that embodies hope: A Charlie Brown Christmas. Where does Charlie Brown place his hope, and does this story leave you feeling hopeful?

    Loving God,
    We have you,
    And there is hope.
    We have each other,
    And there is hope.
    We wait for Jesus,
    With confident expectation,
    And there is hope.
    Amen.

    Dive Deeper into Hope: Film Suggestion for Grown-ups

    Defiant Requiem, available on Amazon Prime (defiantrequiem.org)

    Defiant Requiem highlights the most dramatic example of intellectual and artistic courage in the Theresienstadt (Terezín) Concentration Camp during World War II: the remarkable story of Rafael Schächter, a brilliant, young Czech conductor who was arrested and sent to Terezín in 1941. He demonstrated moral leadership under the most brutal circumstances, determined to sustain courage and hope for his fellow prisoners by enriching their souls through great music. His most extraordinary act was to recruit 150 prisoners and teach them Verdi’s Requiem by rote in a dank cellar using a single score, over multiple rehearsals, and after grueling days of forced labor. The Requiem was performed on 16 occasions for fellow prisoners. The last, most infamous performance occurred on June 23, 1944, before high-ranking SS officers from Berlin and the International Red Cross to support the charade that the prisoners were treated well and flourishing.

    Adapted from Worship Design Studio materials by Marcia McFee.
    Used With Permission.

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  • I Believe Even When the Dawn Seems Far Away

    I Believe Even When the Dawn Seems Far Away

    In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth. The earth was formless and empty, and darkness covered the deep waters. And the Spirit of God was hovering on the surface of the waters. —Genesis 1: 1-3

    I believe even when…

    You call me to be open.

    I have put up wall after wall, closing myself off.

    It’s easier in here, inside a world I can pretend to control.

    You call me to wade out into the chaos.

    Your people are out there, and I can’t hide here forever.

    You call me to give up.

    I can’t have all that I want and be able to accept what You want for me.

    I have to give up my plans and exchange them for ones I cannot see.

    You call me to trust that You have a brighter dream ahead for me.

    You call me to wait.

    Growth is done in secret, too slow to see up close.

    I want to be whole now. I want to measure up now.

    Patience is a virtue and a challenge I don’t want to face.

    You call me to heal slowly this time, to heal right.

    You call me to hope.

    The night is so long and so empty, Lord.

    You call me to believe even when dawn is far away.

    Gracious God, sometimes our belief seems small and clouded. At times we want to hide away to avoid the struggles that seem to consume us. Grant us courage this Advent season, that even when we stand in the darkness, we can believe that we are held in the creator’s hands. Amen.

    Kristine Isenhower

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  • I Believe When I Remember the Past

    I Believe When I Remember the Past

    Restore us, God Almighty; make your face shine on us, that we may be saved. —Psalm 80:7

    In this season amid a pandemic, which has taken the lives of many and changed the lives of so many others, we find ourselves in a period of waiting. We first heard that it would be only a few weeks, so we waited; a few weeks turned into a few months, and again we waited. This period of waiting has often shifted to doubt, distrust, anger, more questions, and rebellion. We wait for someone to do something! We wait for someone to take action!

    Psalm 80 echoes these longings and emotions of a community that was also facing calamity. The Israelites were a people who felt abandoned and rejected by Yahweh. God’s people felt puzzled because this was not the Yahweh they remembered from the past. They remembered a God of action! The One who listened, gave ear, and attended to His people! They prayed and pleaded for the day His favor would be restored.

    It is with hope that we remember who God is in our lives. May we not lose hope or turn away from Him. May we have peace as we wait!

    O God, help us to still trust, believe, and have faith in you. May we never lose hope or forget you as Shepherd, Father, and Lord. May we praise you as we wait for the day of restoration. Amen.

    Rev. Latrice Mallard
    Minister of Mental and Spiritual Care

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  • Waiting

    Waiting

    Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to know and believe what God’s will is – his good, pleasing and perfect will. —Romans 12: 2

    What we have experienced becomes a living part of us if we accept it with an attitude of growth.

    Only we can know and reflect on these moments of transformation in our life.

    Once there, the hope never leaves us and the experience will come again:

    To open us to new possibilities
    To stretch us
    To diminish our boundaries

    To teach us to love better

    In times of despair or times of joy, we wait patiently for this encounter to return.

    You, Oh God, sent your messenger to Mary with the news of a child to be born. Not knowing what her future might hold, she opened her life to all the possibilities. In this Advent season, teach us to grow and open ourselves to the love you have for us. Amen.

    Jean Clark

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  • I Believe When It’s Hard to Believe

    I Believe When It’s Hard to Believe

    I wait for the Lord, my whole being waits, and in his word I put my hope. —Psalm 130:5

    It is hard to believe even when…
    in many ways we are disenfranchised by the world.

    It is hard to believe even when… you are bombarded by all the things of this world – money, power, big houses, fancy cars, nice clothes, expensive perfumes and, yes, even elaborate Christmas gifts. We often think that these “things” are what we need to make life full and complete.

    It is hard to believe even when… everywhere you look the world is faced with natural disasters, climate changes, famine, lack of medical care, and yes, a world-wide pandemic.

    It is hard to believe even when… social injustice looms large, prejudice of color, status, sexual identity, socioeconomic disparity, not only here, but all around the world.

    It is hard to believe even when… you suffer a life-changing loss. Loss of employment, loss of home, loss of health, loss of independence, loss of a loved one, and now the loss of even gathering with one another without fear.

    All of us, yes all of us, struggle to believe at one time or another during our lives. We all face situations when it is difficult, yes, even “hard” to be a faithful Christian. However, when we truly believe in the birth of Jesus Christ, suddenly it is so much easier to believe. A god who would humble himself and come to live as we do makes it easy to believe even when …

    We often feel overwhelmed by expectations, disasters, and the injustice around us. When we struggle to believe, remind us that you have a plan and a hope for us that is good. Remind us that you are in control. Come, Lord Jesus, come.

    Susan Johnston

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  • Poinsettias 2020

    2020 Poinsettia Dedications

    In Memory of

    My mother, Stephanie Fuson
    by Ginger Gauthier

    My husband, Ronnie Benton, and my sister, Kay Fenton
    by Barbara Benton

    K. V. Sprunger
    by Phil and Margaret Sprunger

    My husband, Joe Popadic and my brother, Dan Rooney
    by Cindy Popadic

    My Aunt Helen
    by Beth Forester

    Janice’s mother, Lorene B. Elkins
    by Janice and Tommy Keene

    My husband, Carl Renfroe
    by Kris Renfroe

    Rev. John N. Williams
    by Rev. Marie Williams

    In Honor of

    Our St. John’s church family
    by Rev. Lane Cotton Winn,Ben Hartman and Julian

    Our St. John’s clergy
    by Lynn Cooper

    Health Care Workers
    by Bobbi Marino

    Our mothers: Bevlyn Yonts and Mona Toney
    by John and Pam Toney

    Rev. Marie Williams, Lynn Cooper
    by Sarah Shoup

    Revelation Class Zoomers
    by Bill Perry

    Our church family
    by Carol, Don, and Emma Gordon

    Jane and Livia Walker
    by Mari and Shawn Walker

    My children and grandchildren
    by Rev. Marie Williams

    Our wonderful great-grandchildren: Weston Paul Armand and Hensley Ryah Phillips
    by Phil and Jill Slicker

  • I Believe Even When My Faith Is Small

    I Believe Even When My Faith Is Small

    “You don’t have enough faith,” Jesus told them. “I tell you the truth, if you had faith even as small as a mustard seed, you could say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to there,’ and it would move. For in Christ Jesus, nothing is impossible.”—Matthew 17: 20

    I believe even when a pandemic has the world in lockdown.

    I believe even when wildfires are raging in the west and hurricanes threaten the south.

    I believe even when it seems there is no hope, because I have seen a mother and her child reunited.

    I believe even when others do not, because I have seen the diseased and addicted change into beautiful, productive people.

    I have truly seen faith, the size of a mustard seed, move mountains.

    I believe even when the days are dark and the nights darker because the sun will rise again, and God isn’t finished moving mountains.

    Creator God, you have formed the seas, the sky, and the mountains. You have known me before I took my first breath and have counted the very hairs of my head. You walk beside me even when I cannot believe, and you are the small seed waiting to be born anew. Create in us all, new hearts and minds this Advent season, for in You all things are possible. Amen.

    Brycen Stubbs

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  • I Believe in … Hope

    I Believe in … Hope

    Advent Week 1
    Sunday November 29, 2020

    This Advent, we are looking to hear some words of comfort, of challenge and of good news. The prophet Isaiah and the four Gospel authors were writing in a time when people needed desperately to hear all of these as well. This first week, Isaiah, the prophet, and Mark—the Gospel writer who published first—reassure the people that good news is beginning, and yet they both say, “Make yourself ready! Raise your voices, change your hearts, get ready to be transformed, because now is the time.” As we light this first candle of Hope, let us embrace hope that we can do what needs to be done to bring more light into the world.

    Holy One,
    we thank you for the glimpses we catch
    of your gift of untiring hope.
    Even in the midst of fear,
    of challenge, of struggle–
    even when our view is obscured
    by clouds of doubt,
    ignite the flame of hope within us,
    that we might glow with its brilliance
    from the inside out. Amen.

    (Light the Candle of Hope.)

    Read Isaiah 40:1-11 and Mark 1:1-15

    Litany of Hope

    In times when humanity disappoints,
    perhaps when even our own thoughts and behaviors disappoint,
    it is an important act to call out, name and claim the consequences of our wrongs. And in times of distress, it is a prophetic act to call out,
    name and claim the belief in our hope for tomorrow, which is in Christ Jesus.

    Hear these statements of belief from members of our own congregation:

    When a pandemic has the world locked down,
    and our spirits feel locked up,
    We believe in God’s hope.

    When life changes so quickly, when we are faced
    with so much loss and injustice,
    We believe in God’s hope.

    When we feel stretched, or diminished and are so very tired of waiting,
    We believe in God’s hope.

    Give ear to your people, O God.
    Let us not lose hope this Advent Season.
    We place our hope in you and
    turn our hearts once more to your coming.

    Benediction

    We wait for justice
    but we do not wait to work for change;

    We wait for restored health
    but we do not wait to work towards healing;

    We wait for wholeness
    but we do not wait to work at binding brokenness;

    We wait for peace
    but we do not wait to work to eliminate hatred.

    Go into your lives humming the tunes that keep that hope alive in you and that spur you on in your work of justice and reconciliation. Raise your voices and say, “Do not be afraid!” Amen!

    Adapted from Worship Design Studio materials by Marcia McFee.
    Used With Permission.

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  • I Believe Even When…

    I Believe Even When…

    Our Advent theme this year is “I Believe Even When…” and comes from a quote found scrawled on a wall during the Holocaust which read: “I believe in the sun, even when the sun is not shining.” 

    We are called to have faith and believe in God even when things feel insurmountable. This has certainly been a year with situations and circumstances that feel insurmountable and beyond our control….and yet

    God continues to move and speak to us. God’s presence is with us, like a Good Shepherd, who does not leave us in dark places but walks with us always.

    Advent Worship Series

    This Advent, we are looking to hear some words of comfort, of challenge and of good news, which will come to us from the prophet Isaiah and the four Gospel authors. The power of narrative and music will call us to transformation and reconciliation through hope, love, joy, and peace. This Advent and Christmas, let us fill the night with music and light and affirm and act on the reasons why we can still “believe, even when” we are discouraged. Find the livestream videos on our Vimeo page.

    Advent Devotional 2020

    Members and friends of St. John’s have written daily reflections that will guide us throughout the Advent season. Our devotional is available as a PDF download (for printing as a booklet or for viewing as pages on screen), as printed copies (a limited number available from the church office), and was sent as a daily email and shared on our social media channels. The devotionals are also posts on our website. Use whichever medium suits you best, or use them all.

    Advent Devotional Study

    We will be offering two options for Advent studies on Tuesdays (December 1, 8, 15, and possibly December 22) using our Advent devotional, “I Believe Even When …”. The morning session will be at 10 a.m. (in person, social distanced, with masks), the evening session will be at 6 p.m. on Zoom. If you would like to participate in this study, please email Pastor Deirdre or call the church office.

  • Faith Stories: I Was Blessed

    Faith Stories: I Was Blessed

    And God is able to bless you abundantly, so that in all things at all times, having all that you need, you will abound in every good work.
    2 Corinthians 9:8 NIV

    I was blessed. Thank you, Lord.

    Tuesday was Election Day, and I was glad to volunteer at the church to greet people voting at our Family Life Center. Other than that momentous event, it was a normal day and at around 3:00 pm I left to pick up Emma from school at Basis. She gets out at 3:30. I was driving down Highland Road, as usual, as I turn at Pecue Lane and head toward the Woman’s Hospital Campus. Near the Highland Road Park I top a rise and see a car heading toward me in my lane.  The next moment there is a head-on collision and my car lands in a ditch.  A red corvette that was in the other lane had rear-ended a car that had appropriately stopped due to traffic in front of it.  The corvette entered into my lane and hit me head on. 

    I was blessed. Why? Well here are all the blessings I have counted so far:

    1. I survived with only bruises. My seat belt and air bags protected me. I didn’t need to go to the emergency room. It just so happened that I had my annual check up with my regular doctor scheduled for the next morning. He was able to check me over and confirm there were no problems. 
    2. Emma was still at school and not in the car with me to be injured or traumatized.
    3. My car ended up in the ditch and was not hit by another car behind me nor did it land in a deep/steep ditch like so many on Highland Road where my car might have rolled over.
    4. All parties were able to walk away. I don’t know about injuries with the driver of the corvette, but he was able to walk out. The driver who was rear-ended sat up on the hill next to the Highland Road Observatory sign with me while the Sheriff and EMS checked us out.
    5. Don was at home, inside when I called him and came immediately to help me. He was not outside doing chores where he wouldn’t hear the phone.
    6. Emma’s school was able to divert her from car-pool to the after-school program where she did homework until Don and I were able to pick her up.  Meanwhile, she didn’t know I had been in a wreck. 
    7. Our small dog was in the backseat of my car.  She loves to pick up Emma from school. She had a small limp at first and a scratch on her face but is fine. 
    8. The car that caused the wreck was not a massive truck or vehicle that would have caused a lot more damage to both cars and people that were in them. 

    Thank you God, for helping us see the blessings even in things like car accidents. Help us to remember that you are here to support us and give us courage when bad things happen. We can turn to you. Amen.

    Carol Gordon